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Subway

I soo could not be bothered at all this morning told my parents about health day and they said I dont have to go in, how cool are they? Just chill out on laptop watching tele this is the life. When bewitched comes on and it's Katie calling me. Saying how school is just a whole load of fun, they were stending time just taking the micky out of all the teachers. Then a totally random text about hairy nipples and shit, love her though.
I got off the bus like right outside subway, walk in and their being themselves hiding under their coats,lol. So of courswe I go behind Katie and Jammie and pretend to bite them. Laughs. Sarah soo sweet got me a cheese toastie, it was okay but hell free I'll eat anything. We left with 20 minutes to spare till the contraception talk. It was the funniest thing. At one point she was talking about the inplant and she went to hand out this thing to see what it feels like. She went to me first and I was just like "I've already felt one". sounds kinda wrong but oh well. Then Katie said she had one and the women like completely backed off and put the thing away.
We are seriously five we spent next lesson the theatre cafe prank calling people. Katie told me about this guy that plays guitar and we could say like"ooh you make me reach the high notes". Thing is I can proper do that porno voice so the three of them fell about he floor laughing while others stared on. All the lads played along they loved it. (no name) came over and we had a proper sex talk with her, she's in the year above and a virgin. But it's really funny cus she doesnt have a clue about anything. We were all soo open and she got all of the details that she wanted.
Last lesson we didnt really do anything then like in the last 20 minutes we got loads done. But now I have to sort out a whole load of props and scenery stuff for it. So I have to do drama stuff and a english essay and two drama essays and two log books. Totally stressing out and I'm not gonna get at least one of them done. I started the Hamlet essay but started no work has been done on like the actual body of it, woops. I get to stay up quite late because I don't have a lesson first on thursdays but I might be pushing it a bit. So nighti nighti x

Weird

Nothing was gonna stop me from going school today. Mum was soo shocked when she saw me waiting ready for her. At the bus stop I was really frozen but the trees looked soo crisp and white I love it. Bus wasn't too long either so I didn't get too cold at all. Texting Katie on the bus and telling her all about my bruise in the weirdest place. She guessed and got it right the first time. I got it doing the worm nothing rude before your mind goes there like her's did.
Andy's drama was reallyfun building the cages and having fun. All of them are different and mine is really high and I balance on the sides and rarely touch the floor. I can even hang on one side and lean out without the cage falling, talented me. We mainly spent the lesson going through music's and I was playing with my new cage. Of course it ended up doing a spripper box, obviously not for the actual thing though. Then the four in our group went elearn to tak to some year 11's about doing BTEC. I was just taking the mikky out of Sarah talking with her hands. We got back to the whole class in histerics cus they just threw Taz across the table.
Through regestration we had to rehearse for the anti bullying assembely ready for the performance. No one was worried cuz we did a practise infront of the year below and they liked. Becky just looked funny cuz we gave her blond extentions that the "mean girls" pull and cut off. Before we did it all the bullies went plastic it was the funniest thing ever. We shoved scalves down Autumn's top, they ended up at her waist by the end. There was foundation every where, I wondered if the audience would get it or if they would just think BTEC was full of plastics.
Poor Sarah wasn't well at all and went straight home after. If she even smelt food she felt ill. She really can't eat anything and she's petit anyway. Then next lesson James was cowering over in aggony, even with twice the dose of paracetamol. It was his kidney's you see. At lunch we had a propper talk and he told me exactly what it was and that he could die, scary or what?
In mentoring they watched videos to help them choose which GCSE drama to do. All I did really was find twisted DVD thats it really. But I watched my friends Trogan Women peice and I loved it they were wicked.
Talked to Bhav and basically that rangers is really boring cuz all we do is just sit around getting cold. She was really cool and just said that I only neede to come to meeting about Charmwood cuz I still wanted to go.
Katie is texting me and convincing me to miss second lesson tomorrow and go meet this lad with her. I don't know if I'm just being square or if I'm scared but it feels wrong I don't like getting in trouble. Maybe if I tell the teacher an excusse like I have a docters appointment or something?

Monday's

I felt totally fine this morning but I coughed and it felt like scratches all in my throat. I wasn't even asked if I was going school parents just knew I was ill, soo cool. But still there was the issue of my singing exam in the evening. Parents said that I wasn't gonna do it and I needed to get a sick note from the Doctor to get them to reschedule. Why does the nurse we see have to be at the very end of the corridor. I told her what was wrong and she gave my a chest exam. Funny thing was when she asked m to lift up my top and if it was okay. Without thing I just said "don't worry I've done it before" it sounds totally wrong and my dad was there. It was cs I had a chest exam before but in my head I was thinking of when I flashed some old people in Lutterworth centre. Basically my throat is all swollen up and it might take about 6 weeks till I'm better, what a joke.
I got ready for the exam anyway cuz if I tried to reschedule my teachers would have killed me. It took all my self control to not cry at the thought of trying to sing with my lack of voice. I checked with Sarah and she said that I would be allowed onto the next level no matter what mark I got in the exam. To hell with it I'll give it a shot. Robyn went In and nosey Mrs Linda decided to stand out side the room to listen in. I stayed in the room rocking on the floor scared beyond belief. Then it was my turn. The lady was really nice I only had to do one scale and one of each interval. I think most of it was right in any case. My voice went during my songs though, and the rest was like tuneful whispers and crackles. But she was soo sweet and didn't make me finish the songs. There was this clap the rhythm thing then improve a bar, but I had no idea what to do so I just repeated the first bit, on well.
Reheated pizza anyone? so yeah that was my dinner. I might just be really vain but I was taking a photo for daily booth and dam I looked good. Anyone that reads this can see them on facebook as well. It's really rare that I can just feel really confident so I made the most of it. Soo dam determined to go to school tomorrow I'm soo bored and fed up with being ill I miss my friends.

IDTA charity gala

yup too tired and il will to it tomorrow or when I can be bothered

just another manick saturday

I think I fell back to sleep about twice after being woken up woops! But I was still dessed for dance while Robyn was just getting out bed. Just about to leave the house and I simply ask Bob's have to remembered the catsuits for Amy us he exams next week. Then she gets mum to rush round the house for her while I load dance stuff into the car.
She's such a mardy bitch seriously, you can always tell when she's due. But it's hard to separae it from normal bitchy Bob's. "Check that we have the boogy costumes" so I check and I can't see them. On my no responce she pulls over, throws the chair toward and ransacks the back seat yelling at me for ages. Then coming up to traffic lights she yells "Shit we havent got the black stuff for drama" I reach for my phone and she bits my head off "she isn't gonna answer she's getting boogy stuff". Then she yells at me for being upset, I'm ill she should piss off.
I thought that other than my voice going I was pretty well but just the warmup with the babies had me feeling sick. So I went with the easy option of sitting in the reception with Sarah and Ellie's mum, Kate I think. We started talking about Les Miserables and now sh has lent me the three disc amazing version next week I'm lending her the concert DVD. Greatest musical or show ever! Linda sent me in so she could talk with Sarah bitch wth Sarah more like, thats all Linda does.

Bugger

I just felt soo sick. My stomach was a chinese gymnast doing backflips every five minutes. Had to run to the bathroom twice, completely revolting. Two duvets, a blanket and an electric hot pillow thing. My voice is completely inexistant. Can't express how much I love drugs but waiting for them to kick in is unbearable. The way I know to distract my self i to watch tele or a film. 90210, friends, Veronica Mars the whole lot.
I guess the rest of the day is just a foggy blurr but I'm just glad it's over. Waaah I'm ill and I'm banned from my laptop, torture.