I was woken up by my alarm on my phone, even though I can't find it. Thank god it stopped before my parents started yelling at me.
Quick, get out the laptop try and finish my essay before my teacher absolutely kills me. My head just would not work out Torvald. Plus it's been throbbing for days. "Leah you've got 15 minutes" okay mum, shit haven't finished at all. SHIT 2 minutes
Quick leggins, leggins. bra, bra. Top, bugger tops downstairs, top, top top anywhere a ha a dress? that'll work. Jacket bag and out the door in the car done. Double check purse, folder memory stick, memory stick? got it thank god.
"Is that the bus?" YES! "I'll drive to the next stop" waaa, I soo don't want to wait in the cold and snow for the next one. Co-op, cya mum. Okay I'm ready.
Bus great, even better I found a seat lucky or what. TRAFFIC went on for miles and mines no joke at all. I had planned to work on essay before 1st lesson but that's not gonna happen is it?
Okay plan get to lesson ASAP make up an excuse to the teacher it'll be fine. There is no one in the the room it's locked and it's black. Right, check computer room, nope not there either. Do I go home? oooh ask English office. Knock, knock do you know where Mrs Carr is? " nope" great that's helpful, not. ooh someone it's Todd she'll know. " we were told to go to H19 but we were kicked out by Andy". Brown haired teacher lady, where are we " H19 she wrote the wrong room" oh fun times.
In the right room on computer gotta do some time wasting research about random authors who we aren't even studying. Urg my head hurts, yeah I'm soo just gonna fall asleep. Katie's fun surprise "I'm gonna tell Mrs I have doctor's and skip next lesson" oh yeah great ditch me then. "I'm gonna go see James and Sarah round his house". Great as if I didn't already feel shit, thanks.
Sat, next lesson curled up against the radiator opening my eyes for just a few seconds at a time. Asleep, awake, asleep, awake, asleep ... too tired.
The bell, life saver food? biscuit and juice. Dance next soo great I sit out side the room the whole of break like a complete reject. Just walk by and don't look at me please.
Keep up the happy facade and continue as usual . Lesson starts, mindless chit chat. How weird we spent the start of the lesson talking with the teacher randomly about STI's. Next I know I come across my Katie crying her eyes out curled up on the table in the other room. If only a hug could stop the tears, you find yourself just trying to comfort her to do anything to help her make her whole again. Wrapping a person up in love. Then maybe pretending actually makes you happy. I was doing the dance and I remembered it and I had fun teaching it to the rest of the group. To feel needed and appreciated.
We stayed in dance at lunch cus Katie felt really horrible after she cried, she listened to her choreography music while guess what. Sarah and James sat in front of the mirror and applied more make up. Although to be fair I did join them.
The start of drama seamed doomed but then Sarah (teacher) said that we were going to show this unfinished performance to some year 10's. Everyone kicked into gear then, luckily. People really started to listen instead of just shouting over each other. It was really fun and good. The audience loved it. Though while we were practising we saw the snow outside and it was soo hard to stay calm but we did, somehow. But the bell went.
The rushing around "were not gonna get on the bus" we were the last in line. Strangely Becky and Chloe always get there early. As soon as the teachers head was turned we dashed for it. Yay now we're at least more likely to get on the bus. It came quite quickly actually so we didn't get to cold. Or maybe it was just because we were having fun with shrek quotes. We got on the bus even though we had to stand up. Katie just kept having too much fun bumming me. I do love our bus giggles, we talk really loud and people stare but let them I don't care.
Don't you love when there is an area of snow that hasn't been touched so its all white. There's loads down my street.. I cut across the road at my drive like normal an I bet I looked hilarious. I slipped, almost fell but i didn't, just.
My dad's got what I've got and he coughed started chocking and actually went purple. But am I a monster cuz I laughed I guess it's all I could do.
Me and my sister were being silly in front of the mirror and I kept looking at my reflection and not her's, I'm getting really vain, woops. The rest is pretty normal, we ordered a Chinese I had chicken and sweetcorn soup and chicken foo young. Then of course I finished my essay and sent it off like a good girl.
Now I'm gonna try and look for my phone, check facebook, turn off the laptop and try and sleep better than I did last night.
Anyone that actually read this and got through it I commend you. Sorry but I guess today was a bit of a moaning day, never mind. Tomorrow is a whole new day xx love xx
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