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Subway

I soo could not be bothered at all this morning told my parents about health day and they said I dont have to go in, how cool are they? Just chill out on laptop watching tele this is the life. When bewitched comes on and it's Katie calling me. Saying how school is just a whole load of fun, they were stending time just taking the micky out of all the teachers. Then a totally random text about hairy nipples and shit, love her though.
I got off the bus like right outside subway, walk in and their being themselves hiding under their coats,lol. So of courswe I go behind Katie and Jammie and pretend to bite them. Laughs. Sarah soo sweet got me a cheese toastie, it was okay but hell free I'll eat anything. We left with 20 minutes to spare till the contraception talk. It was the funniest thing. At one point she was talking about the inplant and she went to hand out this thing to see what it feels like. She went to me first and I was just like "I've already felt one". sounds kinda wrong but oh well. Then Katie said she had one and the women like completely backed off and put the thing away.
We are seriously five we spent next lesson the theatre cafe prank calling people. Katie told me about this guy that plays guitar and we could say like"ooh you make me reach the high notes". Thing is I can proper do that porno voice so the three of them fell about he floor laughing while others stared on. All the lads played along they loved it. (no name) came over and we had a proper sex talk with her, she's in the year above and a virgin. But it's really funny cus she doesnt have a clue about anything. We were all soo open and she got all of the details that she wanted.
Last lesson we didnt really do anything then like in the last 20 minutes we got loads done. But now I have to sort out a whole load of props and scenery stuff for it. So I have to do drama stuff and a english essay and two drama essays and two log books. Totally stressing out and I'm not gonna get at least one of them done. I started the Hamlet essay but started no work has been done on like the actual body of it, woops. I get to stay up quite late because I don't have a lesson first on thursdays but I might be pushing it a bit. So nighti nighti x

Weird

Nothing was gonna stop me from going school today. Mum was soo shocked when she saw me waiting ready for her. At the bus stop I was really frozen but the trees looked soo crisp and white I love it. Bus wasn't too long either so I didn't get too cold at all. Texting Katie on the bus and telling her all about my bruise in the weirdest place. She guessed and got it right the first time. I got it doing the worm nothing rude before your mind goes there like her's did.
Andy's drama was reallyfun building the cages and having fun. All of them are different and mine is really high and I balance on the sides and rarely touch the floor. I can even hang on one side and lean out without the cage falling, talented me. We mainly spent the lesson going through music's and I was playing with my new cage. Of course it ended up doing a spripper box, obviously not for the actual thing though. Then the four in our group went elearn to tak to some year 11's about doing BTEC. I was just taking the mikky out of Sarah talking with her hands. We got back to the whole class in histerics cus they just threw Taz across the table.
Through regestration we had to rehearse for the anti bullying assembely ready for the performance. No one was worried cuz we did a practise infront of the year below and they liked. Becky just looked funny cuz we gave her blond extentions that the "mean girls" pull and cut off. Before we did it all the bullies went plastic it was the funniest thing ever. We shoved scalves down Autumn's top, they ended up at her waist by the end. There was foundation every where, I wondered if the audience would get it or if they would just think BTEC was full of plastics.
Poor Sarah wasn't well at all and went straight home after. If she even smelt food she felt ill. She really can't eat anything and she's petit anyway. Then next lesson James was cowering over in aggony, even with twice the dose of paracetamol. It was his kidney's you see. At lunch we had a propper talk and he told me exactly what it was and that he could die, scary or what?
In mentoring they watched videos to help them choose which GCSE drama to do. All I did really was find twisted DVD thats it really. But I watched my friends Trogan Women peice and I loved it they were wicked.
Talked to Bhav and basically that rangers is really boring cuz all we do is just sit around getting cold. She was really cool and just said that I only neede to come to meeting about Charmwood cuz I still wanted to go.
Katie is texting me and convincing me to miss second lesson tomorrow and go meet this lad with her. I don't know if I'm just being square or if I'm scared but it feels wrong I don't like getting in trouble. Maybe if I tell the teacher an excusse like I have a docters appointment or something?

Monday's

I felt totally fine this morning but I coughed and it felt like scratches all in my throat. I wasn't even asked if I was going school parents just knew I was ill, soo cool. But still there was the issue of my singing exam in the evening. Parents said that I wasn't gonna do it and I needed to get a sick note from the Doctor to get them to reschedule. Why does the nurse we see have to be at the very end of the corridor. I told her what was wrong and she gave my a chest exam. Funny thing was when she asked m to lift up my top and if it was okay. Without thing I just said "don't worry I've done it before" it sounds totally wrong and my dad was there. It was cs I had a chest exam before but in my head I was thinking of when I flashed some old people in Lutterworth centre. Basically my throat is all swollen up and it might take about 6 weeks till I'm better, what a joke.
I got ready for the exam anyway cuz if I tried to reschedule my teachers would have killed me. It took all my self control to not cry at the thought of trying to sing with my lack of voice. I checked with Sarah and she said that I would be allowed onto the next level no matter what mark I got in the exam. To hell with it I'll give it a shot. Robyn went In and nosey Mrs Linda decided to stand out side the room to listen in. I stayed in the room rocking on the floor scared beyond belief. Then it was my turn. The lady was really nice I only had to do one scale and one of each interval. I think most of it was right in any case. My voice went during my songs though, and the rest was like tuneful whispers and crackles. But she was soo sweet and didn't make me finish the songs. There was this clap the rhythm thing then improve a bar, but I had no idea what to do so I just repeated the first bit, on well.
Reheated pizza anyone? so yeah that was my dinner. I might just be really vain but I was taking a photo for daily booth and dam I looked good. Anyone that reads this can see them on facebook as well. It's really rare that I can just feel really confident so I made the most of it. Soo dam determined to go to school tomorrow I'm soo bored and fed up with being ill I miss my friends.

IDTA charity gala

yup too tired and il will to it tomorrow or when I can be bothered

just another manick saturday

I think I fell back to sleep about twice after being woken up woops! But I was still dessed for dance while Robyn was just getting out bed. Just about to leave the house and I simply ask Bob's have to remembered the catsuits for Amy us he exams next week. Then she gets mum to rush round the house for her while I load dance stuff into the car.
She's such a mardy bitch seriously, you can always tell when she's due. But it's hard to separae it from normal bitchy Bob's. "Check that we have the boogy costumes" so I check and I can't see them. On my no responce she pulls over, throws the chair toward and ransacks the back seat yelling at me for ages. Then coming up to traffic lights she yells "Shit we havent got the black stuff for drama" I reach for my phone and she bits my head off "she isn't gonna answer she's getting boogy stuff". Then she yells at me for being upset, I'm ill she should piss off.
I thought that other than my voice going I was pretty well but just the warmup with the babies had me feeling sick. So I went with the easy option of sitting in the reception with Sarah and Ellie's mum, Kate I think. We started talking about Les Miserables and now sh has lent me the three disc amazing version next week I'm lending her the concert DVD. Greatest musical or show ever! Linda sent me in so she could talk with Sarah bitch wth Sarah more like, thats all Linda does.

Bugger

I just felt soo sick. My stomach was a chinese gymnast doing backflips every five minutes. Had to run to the bathroom twice, completely revolting. Two duvets, a blanket and an electric hot pillow thing. My voice is completely inexistant. Can't express how much I love drugs but waiting for them to kick in is unbearable. The way I know to distract my self i to watch tele or a film. 90210, friends, Veronica Mars the whole lot.
I guess the rest of the day is just a foggy blurr but I'm just glad it's over. Waaah I'm ill and I'm banned from my laptop, torture.

I guess this was kinda normal

I found mt phone! The alram went off at 6:30 and I fond it. Course I was then awake when I didn't have to leave till 9. It's Sarah Sharps birthday today so I decided I'd use one of the frames lying around to make her a portrait. Just with a ren nothing that special. Browsed facebbok and found a nice picture with her smiling and she had her hair curly. The face was a bit long for her and the right side went all blurry cuz it was a gel pen and it smudged. But Oh well it;s the thought that counts.
Okay, maybe I shoud have left earlier but at 10:20 I was still waiting in the cold and snow sin 9:10. No joke I had actually seen three of the 84 for busses go past on the other side to Leicester. I had to phone my teacher just to say How late I was gonna be. She's the sort of Teacher who gets well pissed off real easy. While I was on the phone with her the bus finally came. Thank god they have heating on the 84 my toes and hands were completely numb.
Anyway moving on, I got to the lesson and Mrs was just like thats for calling and all was well. Were jst finishing up on Nutcracker! theory I absolutely love Matthew Bourne he's really amazing. I love the class as well cuz we just laugh at loads of really random stuff. At a moment when we weren't really doing anything I handed Sarah her Birthday bag. The portrait in the frama and also a thorntaons slab that I got persobalises to say "Happy Birthday Sarah" and I got te lady to put on 17 and an "L" like for learner driver. She loved her presents soo much she actually cried, gotta love her. A couple of " guess what your 17" nudges her way.
At break i really wanted to get a cupcake cuz the icing the school does is just amazing. But James, Katie and Saz headed for paninis so I might aswell join them. As I was about to get one James said to Katie "ooh Leah's gonna kill you". quickly found out it was cuz she had gotten the last ham and cheese one. But when I asked what the lady had she said they had chicken ones and Katie quickly offered a swap. The three of us how cool sang happy birthday to her, purely just to try and embarres her. Chloe and Becky were there so we just started remenising about yesterday while they wiched Saz happy birthday. When the bell went I thought screw it I'm getting some kind of sweet thing. They had this thing that was like a iced cake slice, ugly but suprisingly nice.
I mentor third lesson despite Katie having a go at me for ditching her. Never mind, Jen had a bit of a talk with them then off they went. There doing there choreography so the can pretty much sort them selves out now they know what they're doing. First to ask for help was Pheobe as usual but she's a lot more sorted so It was just something small. Hatty, Rachel and girl I havent learnt the name of yet were just chatting with me for a while. So I had to keep reminding them to actually warm but it's all good fun. They've both decided to there's as duets and so I was helping them with lift Idea's. Hatty showed me this step she did and i demonstraded a lift they could do from there and they loved it. So then we just started playing with lift's for the rest of the lesson. I could hear Katie in the next room with Jen, well I still dont actually know why she was there but ohwell. Hug. When the lesson ended Katie said she just wanted to stay in and do contact work so I called the texted Jammie and found out that him and "Daz" were gonna do stuff in libary then get chips. Imidiate thoughts, yumm, but Katie wouldn't go. By the time they were finished it was toolate to get there and back before next lesson.
Thankgod we could go straight into dance practical so she wouldn't remember the Homework. Rosas Danst Rosas is wicked and totally mental. We recapped what we did last week and finished the chair section, me and Sarah added a little sexy roll on part of it. Then we did our floor section. Jenny showed us some moves then we could put them in any order. But hell yes we totally rocked it and even added our own load of it and the Sazlea flavour :D lol. But we need to get a rehearsel with Nikki cuz she wasnt there today.

one long hell of a day

I was woken up by my alarm on my phone, even though I can't find it. Thank god it stopped before my parents started yelling at me.
Quick, get out the laptop try and finish my essay before my teacher absolutely kills me. My head just would not work out Torvald. Plus it's been throbbing for days. "Leah you've got 15 minutes" okay mum, shit haven't finished at all. SHIT 2 minutes
Quick leggins, leggins. bra, bra. Top, bugger tops downstairs, top, top top anywhere a ha a dress? that'll work. Jacket bag and out the door in the car done. Double check purse, folder memory stick, memory stick? got it thank god.
"Is that the bus?" YES! "I'll drive to the next stop" waaa, I soo don't want to wait in the cold and snow for the next one. Co-op, cya mum. Okay I'm ready.
Bus great, even better I found a seat lucky or what. TRAFFIC went on for miles and mines no joke at all. I had planned to work on essay before 1st lesson but that's not gonna happen is it?
Okay plan get to lesson ASAP make up an excuse to the teacher it'll be fine. There is no one in the the room it's locked and it's black. Right, check computer room, nope not there either. Do I go home? oooh ask English office. Knock, knock do you know where Mrs Carr is? " nope" great that's helpful, not. ooh someone it's Todd she'll know. " we were told to go to H19 but we were kicked out by Andy". Brown haired teacher lady, where are we " H19 she wrote the wrong room" oh fun times.
In the right room on computer gotta do some time wasting research about random authors who we aren't even studying. Urg my head hurts, yeah I'm soo just gonna fall asleep. Katie's fun surprise "I'm gonna tell Mrs I have doctor's and skip next lesson" oh yeah great ditch me then. "I'm gonna go see James and Sarah round his house". Great as if I didn't already feel shit, thanks.
Sat, next lesson curled up against the radiator opening my eyes for just a few seconds at a time. Asleep, awake, asleep, awake, asleep ... too tired.
The bell, life saver food? biscuit and juice. Dance next soo great I sit out side the room the whole of break like a complete reject. Just walk by and don't look at me please. 
Keep up the happy facade and continue as usual . Lesson starts, mindless chit chat. How weird we spent the start of the lesson talking with the teacher randomly about STI's. Next I know I come across my Katie crying her eyes out curled up on the table in the other room. If only a hug could stop the tears, you find yourself just trying to comfort her to do anything to help her make her whole again. Wrapping a person up in love. Then maybe pretending actually makes you happy. I was doing the dance and I remembered it and I had fun teaching it to the rest of the group. To feel needed and appreciated.
We stayed in dance at lunch cus Katie felt really horrible after she cried, she listened to her choreography music while guess what. Sarah and James sat in front of the mirror and applied more make up. Although to be fair I did join them.
The start of drama seamed doomed but then Sarah (teacher) said that we were going to show this unfinished performance to some year 10's. Everyone kicked into gear then, luckily. People really started to listen instead of just shouting over each other. It was really fun and good. The audience loved it. Though while we were practising we saw the snow outside and it was soo hard to stay calm but we did, somehow. But the bell went.
The rushing around "were not gonna get on the bus" we were the last in line. Strangely Becky and Chloe always get there early. As soon as the teachers head was turned we dashed for it. Yay now we're at least more likely to get on the bus. It came quite quickly actually so we didn't get to cold. Or maybe it was just because we were having fun with shrek quotes. We got on the bus even though we had to stand up. Katie just kept having too much fun bumming me. I do love our bus giggles, we talk really loud and people stare but let them I don't care.
Don't you love when there is an area of snow that hasn't been touched so its all white. There's loads down my street.. I cut across the road at my drive like normal an I bet I looked hilarious. I slipped, almost fell but i didn't, just.
My dad's got what I've got and he coughed started chocking and actually went purple. But am I a monster cuz I laughed I guess it's all I could do.
Me and my sister were being silly in front of the mirror and I kept looking at my reflection and not her's, I'm getting really vain, woops. The rest is pretty normal, we ordered a Chinese I had chicken and sweetcorn soup and chicken foo young. Then of course I finished my essay and sent it off like a good girl.
Now I'm gonna try and look for my phone, check facebook, turn off the laptop and try and sleep better than I did last night.

Anyone that actually read this and got through it I commend you. Sorry but I guess today was a bit of a moaning day, never mind. Tomorrow is a whole new day xx love xx